Aug 02, 2006 19:11
today david called me to go to shadows fall. I don;t know the band.
ahh sweet memories
my mom talking about how much of a burden I am on them, etc. it kills me to think that they're wasting their lifes away on me. I wish I could do something about it.. we tried to figure out a way to go back and finish over there.
but its not an option anymore. I've gone to far to actually be able to come back, I'm stuck here until I finish.
having to pay 215$ for being able to work 20hrs a week for four months. Having to get a new I-20 every time I request permission. having to wait a week for the paperwork to get done and finding a mistake on the dates. seeing the bastard do the paperwork all over again in 15 minutes after I treat the whole office like the usseless imbesiles that hey are. having to write an essay and complete a report for every semester that I work.
sheyla talking about girls in LA getting married to some sad fuck that will take 10 000. my mom mentioning it a few months before that. Me actually considering it and feeling disgusted, me snaping at my boss at wal-mart for mentioning it a month before I quit.
fuck the morons in washington for declining the proposal on Bolivia. fuck the system. fuck politicians. fuck david for wanting to become one. I won't be a friend of his.