Jun 01, 2005 22:20
Ok Catherine.. this is just for you....
Seee its in english.... ok anyways.. today was an ok day. we had the MUN carwash which was kinda fun actually. Alena and I got to talking which was cool. Sravya and Rami rock at bringing in the money. go you guys with your productive manner. We had some tanning moments.. howard, alena and me.. howard your such a germaphobe. thats ok though.. you probably have a right to be. the world is a dirty dirty dirty place.
I went to Hooters with my boyfriend for the first time today. ...... do i really need to say much... it was weird. it wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be.. other than the fact that they had sucky music booming, bad animal shows on their tv's... ugly girls walking in booty shorts.. and a bunch of smoking people...... but serisouly it could have been a worse experience.
I really want to go back home (IRAN) I feel as if , if i leave everything will go back to normal. life seems so out of order lately.. and i have a feeling that its going to get alot worse next year. I realized that im not much of a change person.. little changes i dont mind but bigs ones i cant handel too well... ne hints on what i should do to adjust better? change is stupid!! lol. anyways back to my point.. i want to leave and get my head cleared. figure some things out.. get away from everything and everyone.. not meaning that in a bad way but once in a while people just have to get away. Its almost like a mid life crisis.. even though i havent really reached mid life yet. lol. but sssshhhhhhe. People shouldnt be like this at this age.. its not the time... but i guess theres no age for loosing yourself.. and needing time to find you again.
ok i think this is long enough now
Love,
Nassim