Now for a real post
Alright so after using a different computer to post I got in my car and drove around for a lil bit and ended up at wawa and got some soda and ice cream. What else would I get at 3:30am? I cooled down a little bit and feel better. Id still like to break an arm or two because I now have to go out and buy a new keyboard and password my computer because obviously I am no longer able to alow others to use it.
SO anyways I am enjoying being a policman, its a lot of fun, I get paid more and am not under as much stress as I was at wawa. I really do think this is a good career choice, I get a lot of respect from most people, and the people who don't like cops, or call me names and really mean it, I don't like anyways. For most of my life I have always tried to stay nuetral and get everyone to like me. I don't feel like doing it anymore, I think its time to pick a side. I think somewhere along the way I have snapped somewhere inside. I think it is for the best. I have changed a lot since I left highschool, I've worked a lot of crazy hours while trying to make it to school on time. I have gotten sprayed with pepper spray while I was in the academy. I was at one point working 2 jobs while trying to make time for finals. I've been in some crazy relationships. One particular time that sticks out in my mind is going 4 days on about 8 hours of broken up sleep and having a northfield cop ask if I was on crack. I managed to make it to work and school on time that week too.
I don't know, maybe I'm just in a weird mood right now but I think i've had enough of certain things.
SO anyways I am enjoying being a policman, its a lot of fun, I get paid more and am not under as much stress as I was at wawa. I really do think this is a good career choice, I get a lot of respect from most people, and the people who don't like cops, or call me names and really mean it, I don't like anyways. For most of my life I have always tried to stay nuetral and get everyone to like me. I don't feel like doing it anymore, I think its time to pick a side. I think somewhere along the way I have snapped somewhere inside. I think it is for the best. I have changed a lot since I left highschool, I've worked a lot of crazy hours while trying to make it to school on time. I have gotten sprayed with pepper spray while I was in the academy. I was at one point working 2 jobs while trying to make time for finals. I've been in some crazy relationships. One particular time that sticks out in my mind is going 4 days on about 8 hours of broken up sleep and having a northfield cop ask if I was on crack. I managed to make it to work and school on time that week too.
I don't know, maybe I'm just in a weird mood right now but I think i've had enough of certain things.