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hey, i'm happy here at school. i smile a lot lately. far more then last year. my classes seem to be going well, i'm pleased as punch with them. understanding music is my favorite one, only because i can get away with writing a paper while smashed and still receive a 4.0 on it. i do go to state, shut up.
i don't look forward to going home downriver anymore, even just for the weekend. which is good, i suppose. i don't need to be there. even though there are a few people that i miss.
uhh, my birthday is next month. i won't be a teenager any longer. no more excuses of teenage depression or angst i can use. i'm scared. being an adult is for boners. i don't want to grow up.
also, we're throwing a party at my apartment for my birthday. come see me, lovers.