She did love the sound of a summer storm, it played on the lake like a mandolin...

May 19, 2009 19:59

I am not the kind of girl
who can degrade herself for men.
I thought so, but I respect myself.
I understand that I am sexy.
And men will want to touch me.
I am painfully unintersted.
I fall for a persona.
Looks matter too...
But I definately need to "click".
I need wit and intellect
from potential suiters.
So here I sit, feeling violated:
By the brashness of most men,
when I thought I liked that stuff.
I meet people, and do not always realize
at first, how suited they are to me.
Most of the time I notice too late.
I got ogled by highschool boys...
Earlier today at the convention.
The adjudicator called him out on it,
and I was amused.
I did find someone today,
whom I've known for a while,
that I connect with.
Like I said, It's too late.
He is moving across the country.
We'll miss eachother.
It's sad because scarcely anyone
can carry on conversations
the way he and I do.
It is too bad...
But...
Things tend to work out.
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