subconscious oddity...but aren't they all?
last night i dreamed sad dreams.
but this one was highly symbolic.
it was a medley of emotionally pulling instances.
it started out being back home.
we were walking down the main holler (my family and i) and we were logging out the road by the creek side.
i fell in the creek and there was a large deer there. my dad picked me up though. we continued on about our job. then we walked home.
the next scene was me and sam partying at rachels house. which of course doesn't fly anymore (rachel said she couldn't hang with me b/c i'm too "wild")
we were having me a going away trip b/c i was leaving to go to europe. but we were flying out of louisania b/c i was leaving my car with my mother in louisania.
there's this cruise i was going to go on before i went to europe. boarding occured in this mall in louisania. so i dropped my mom off, and began my vacation. i had this very long escalator ride in order to board. i was holding onto the handle and my feet wouldn't touch. but it was imparitive to hold on b/c this escelator went sideways and almost upside down. just as i thought i was going to fall the escelator stairs turned into a chute, and i was able to slide down into the ship. as soon as my stomach sets foward on the ship a man greets me and tells me my room is 419 (that's my room here) so that was funny to me. i get to my room and it has two queen beds. one of which is already occupied. not a big deal, but it was taken by jade. wow...apparently i made god mad at me for something...that's what i was thinking in my head. what kind of fucked up joke. was i there to just lay i nmy bed while her and her bf are there fucking? it was weird. made me think alot. i hate that.
but this one was highly symbolic.
it was a medley of emotionally pulling instances.
it started out being back home.
we were walking down the main holler (my family and i) and we were logging out the road by the creek side.
i fell in the creek and there was a large deer there. my dad picked me up though. we continued on about our job. then we walked home.
the next scene was me and sam partying at rachels house. which of course doesn't fly anymore (rachel said she couldn't hang with me b/c i'm too "wild")
we were having me a going away trip b/c i was leaving to go to europe. but we were flying out of louisania b/c i was leaving my car with my mother in louisania.
there's this cruise i was going to go on before i went to europe. boarding occured in this mall in louisania. so i dropped my mom off, and began my vacation. i had this very long escalator ride in order to board. i was holding onto the handle and my feet wouldn't touch. but it was imparitive to hold on b/c this escelator went sideways and almost upside down. just as i thought i was going to fall the escelator stairs turned into a chute, and i was able to slide down into the ship. as soon as my stomach sets foward on the ship a man greets me and tells me my room is 419 (that's my room here) so that was funny to me. i get to my room and it has two queen beds. one of which is already occupied. not a big deal, but it was taken by jade. wow...apparently i made god mad at me for something...that's what i was thinking in my head. what kind of fucked up joke. was i there to just lay i nmy bed while her and her bf are there fucking? it was weird. made me think alot. i hate that.