Le Conseiller: Apollo Victor Helling 02
AN: Random short journal entry for Apollo. (Found as fragment and posted as such in the "novel.")
And I wandered, and I wondered if I was going somewhere meaningful. Maybe I’d find a little something useful, maybe something sentimental. A wanderer in search of an abode worth housing their restless soul. A nothing in search of a something. Maybe that was why I wandered-because I needed to feel something far beyond my own realm of thought, and if I stayed stationary I was just becoming stagnate. I feared that if I found a permanent home I would stop growing and I would just become another ignorant citizen supporting even more ignorant causes.
And I wandered, and I wondered if I was going somewhere meaningful. Maybe I’d find a little something useful, maybe something sentimental. A wanderer in search of an abode worth housing their restless soul. A nothing in search of a something. Maybe that was why I wandered-because I needed to feel something far beyond my own realm of thought, and if I stayed stationary I was just becoming stagnate. I feared that if I found a permanent home I would stop growing and I would just become another ignorant citizen supporting even more ignorant causes.