[Fanfic] The Love that I Treasured
~foreword~ ~chap 1~
CHAPTER 2
5 years later
“Saenggil chukka hamnida, saenggil chukka hamnida, saranghae junsu-ie, saenggil chukka hamnida” i wake up as i heard a lot of voices singing abirthday song for me. I rubbed my eyes before i could see them clearly. It's Jae Joong, Chang Min and Kibum. The one that found me almost lifeless 5 years ago. Now, i'm in Sweden. A new country that have become my home for five years. A country that is totally different from South Korea. A country that is still preserved their culture. Today, i'm already 25. 5 years already past and i'm started to miss my homeland. But I couldnt do it. I already promised to myself that I won't go back. Here, in Sweden, I studied in the most famous musical university in here, Sweden Musical University. A university that provided a higher level study in music and entertainment and also well-known in the world. I'm not the only foreign students here as well as jae joong, chang min and kibum also studied here. I love dancing and composing. It's my final semeter here after struggling four years and half studying the course that I love very much.
“Thank you guys. I love you all too.” I said to them as I hugged each one of them.
“Hyung-ah..”
“Yes, Min?”
“i wonder, will you join me, Jae Joong hyung and Bummie goin back to Seoul once we're done here?” he said to me.
“I don't know yet. Why?”
“Jae Joong asked if you want to live with him once we return back.”
“Really Jae?”
“yeah Su. Wanna join me? The house that my mom bought me last year is too big. I don't have any company so I think bout you. Join me?”
“i don't know Jae if should I return back to Korea. I already think Sweden as my home.” I sighed to them.
“Come on Su. We still got three months left. Think bout it first okay?”
“Okay” I watched them out of my room as Jae Joong closed the door and winked at me. I know, he is eager to make me return, but my heart doesn't heal yet. What if I return, I met him? I met noona? Umma and appa? What will they say about my missing? Will they scold me? Accept me? There's too much thing that lingered up in my head. Since today is Sunday, its an off day, I will continue my sleep caused of i'm lack of sleep nowadays. I really need to clear up my mind. I slowly drifted to my la la land with my messy mind.
3 months later
Today is the day that me and my friends graduate from our university. It feels good to become a free person now. I like this feeling. We go to the bar that is not far from from our university. We drink a lot to celebrate our graduation. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I didn't leave Korea. Will I be able to achieve what I want now as my mind keeps thinking about him. He's already married. To my sister. My beloved sister. He never know bout my feelings. He won't look at me if he know bout it. He will disgusted at me. I smiled to myself as I took another sip of the alcohol that i'm holding to. Today, I really want to be wasted. I want to let go all those feelings. I will return back to Korea tomorrow. I already agree with Jae Joong to stay with him. I think it will be okay cz his house is far from umma and appa's house. I won't get discovered since I already changed a lot. I really hope I won't meet them soon. Slowly, I fell into the drunkness that I have caused to myself as it lead to my darkness.
Jae POV
Finally Junsu agree to stay with me. I know he doesn't want to return back to Korea. I drink another glass of alcohol. He won't because he don't want to get another heartbreak. It's a pain to see the one that you love marry with other people especially she is your sister. I could feel the pain as I also got the same thing. My fiancee left me for another. The man that I loved for four years without cheating, left me for another girl. I'm so devastated at that time. Thank god Junsu help me a lot. Maybe he already through this, he can handle it well. I sip the leftover alcohol in my glass. Now, i'm pretty sure that I already drunk. I stand up and walked slowly, feels the touches around my body until I could feel someone pushing them away and bring me out from the club.
We arrived at a luxurious hotel and he brought me to the highest level of the hotel. A penthouse (http://z.about.com/d/hotels/1/0/H/4/2/PR_penthouse_suite.jpg). A very big one.It seems like the penthouse occupy one whole floor. The guy who is my saviour just now put me on his fluffy bed as he try to loosen a lil bit of my clothes. I try to sit up but my dizziness totally kickin me out. I see his face blurly as he keeps asking if i'm alright or not.. I smiled to him and nodded. As he sure i'm okay, he nodded to me and stand up to walk away. I grabbed his hand.
“Please stay. Don't leave me.” I said. He looked at me confusedly before he nod and sit nest to me. He pushed me down so that I could lay on the bed comforatbly while he keeps watching me, smiling as if making sure I already sleeping.
My dizziness makes my eyes couldn't open but I know that i'm still awaken. I could feel he left the bed, maybe shower.
“Sir...” I said. Stopping him while my eyes still closed.
“yes?”
“please..please...”
“please what?”
“fuck me” I grabbed his hand and kissed him on lips. At first, he didn't responded but soon I could feel his hand roaming through out my body. Travelling without leaving any inch at all.
“Are you sure? You're drunk.” he pulled out from the kiss and ask.
“I never have been this sure. Please.” he kissed me again. Later on, the penthouse was full with moans and screams in pleasure.
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Su POV
“Hyung-ah...” I was shake by someone that i'm pretty sure know the voice belongs to.
“Min-ah, Bummie, wae?” I asked him as I could see their worried face.
“Did you know where is jae joong hyung? He didnt come back last night.”
“he did?” I thought a lil bit. “don't worry. He would be here soon.” I smiled towards both of them.
“Hyung~~”
“Min, I wanna sleep. I'l guarantee that he will be here in an hour. I know him. Till he arrived, I want to have my sleep before we go to the airport.” I said as I pulled my blanket covering my body.
Jae hyung will be here soon. He was devastated last night. Though he didnt show it, but I know he is.
End POV
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Jae POV
I wake up after feels the sun struck right away to my face. I saw someone sleeping next to me. He's naked as well as me. Great, I just have sex with a stranger. I stare his face and caressed his cheek lightly. 'Handsome and he's korean' I talked to myself. I smiled and kissed his nose lightly and his lips next. I sit up and slowly try to get away from the bed. The soreness from the last nite totally almost makes my body weak. I toughen my body and wears my clothes back. I need to go back before he wake up. Besides, I got a flight which is only 2 hours from now. I left a note on his table before I leave. I walked out from the penthouse. Muttering soft thank you and good bye as I closed the door. I'm goin back now. Korea, i'm back.
End POV
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3rd person POV
I wake up as soon the noon appear. I take a look next to me and I couldn't that beautiful guys no where. He must be already gone. I wake up and walked to the bathroom and have a nice shower. After done, I wore my robe back and pick up my clothes from last nite. I take a look on the bed. I could smell a vanilla and the after sex scent mixed up in my room. That guy, he's interesting. As I prepared myself for the next meeting, I found out a small piece of paper with a neat handwriting on it.
Sir, thank you for the last nite.
Good bye
~KJJ~
KJJ. I wonder about this guy. I chuckled to myself. I'll find him soon.
End POV
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p/s: maybe i'll be not posting for awhile..
got many tests n quizzes this week...
mianhae *bows*