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havent updated in foreverrr. life pretty much sucks. where to begin. im learning just now that people change all the time. you cant really trust anyone because the one person you think you can trust will always let you down. a lot of changes with begin in a few months im going to be graduating which very scary. i cant believe this is it and then im really going have to grow up and doing everything for myself. very scary. i really want to move out of my house cant really stand staying here always fighting with my parents its soooo annoyingg. boy sitaution well mine and brians relationship i guess you can call it changes everydayyy. he seriously has something wrong with him and he thinks he doesnt. i think he doesnt think he has a problem bc he can get the drugs so he thinks hes okay but in reality the drugs are affecting him and me. and i cant do it anymore but i love him but whatever. as of right now were done again but idk well see what happens. i hope things work out idk. prom! soooo many problems so today is march 21 prom is exactly three months away and we still dont have a limo! :) well we have one just not booked yet were gunna do that soon. we have no idea what were doing after, i was going to get us a house but this fucking lady never wrote back so idk :( and i need a date bc i cant wait around to see whats going on with me and brian idk :/ my life seriously sucksss to the max. work two jobs good old kids quest and fucking lowes. its really easy at lowes i just hate working late but whatever im gunna make a lot of money.