Why I Quit 'MySpace'...
Recently I made the decision to delete the 'MySpace' account that I'd been using for a while. Why did I do this? Here's some reasons...
There wasn't anybody on there that I wanted to find or that I wanted to find me. MySpace is sort of a haven for people that are looking to find old friends or people that they went to school with, or creepy weirdos searching for sex. I know how to get in contact with the people I still care about, and I'm not a creepy weirdo - nor do I wish to be in contact with any creepy weirdos either. And I'm not searching for sex right now anyway. There's only one person that I really and truly care about in that regard, and I'm not going to try to hedge my bets in that department until my current situation is sorted out.
There wasn't anything on there that I wanted or needed to see, the only stuff that I ever saw or read on there (for the most part) just made me feel bad or sick inside, and I don't like that. In the last few months especially, it had turned into this passive-aggressive way of talking to people that I should just be talking to directly instead of via blog posts. There's a certain level of voyeurism to that website that is just unhealthy.
Mostly though, communicating with the online general community turned into a daily thing, which isn't healthy for me in my current situation. I don't need to share my thoughts or bare my soul to The Internet. I need to talk to Real people in Real Life.
Which is why this is going to be one of my final posts in an online journal/blog for a while. Probably for a long while. The Internet is not my friend, I don't need to talk to The Internet anymore.
If anybody still reads this or wants to find me, I'll be trying to find more constructive ways to fill my time. Those of you that matter know how to get a hold of me, so if you still want to know what I'm thinking or what I'm doing, contact me directly.
Peace.
There wasn't anybody on there that I wanted to find or that I wanted to find me. MySpace is sort of a haven for people that are looking to find old friends or people that they went to school with, or creepy weirdos searching for sex. I know how to get in contact with the people I still care about, and I'm not a creepy weirdo - nor do I wish to be in contact with any creepy weirdos either. And I'm not searching for sex right now anyway. There's only one person that I really and truly care about in that regard, and I'm not going to try to hedge my bets in that department until my current situation is sorted out.
There wasn't anything on there that I wanted or needed to see, the only stuff that I ever saw or read on there (for the most part) just made me feel bad or sick inside, and I don't like that. In the last few months especially, it had turned into this passive-aggressive way of talking to people that I should just be talking to directly instead of via blog posts. There's a certain level of voyeurism to that website that is just unhealthy.
Mostly though, communicating with the online general community turned into a daily thing, which isn't healthy for me in my current situation. I don't need to share my thoughts or bare my soul to The Internet. I need to talk to Real people in Real Life.
Which is why this is going to be one of my final posts in an online journal/blog for a while. Probably for a long while. The Internet is not my friend, I don't need to talk to The Internet anymore.
If anybody still reads this or wants to find me, I'll be trying to find more constructive ways to fill my time. Those of you that matter know how to get a hold of me, so if you still want to know what I'm thinking or what I'm doing, contact me directly.
Peace.