時間だ。
もう時間だ。
in exactly one day's time my plan will commence...haha..not some kind of grand strategy..but its an important hallmark to me....its an important cornerstone...
was just scolded by my mum for being heartless, ungrateful to those who had shown me care and guidance while i was younger...i just kept quiet...i am in no position to rebuke that...at least i know i am in no position to speak beyond my status...not like yourself, already in your 50s yet talk like you know everything...what a shame that you are already of this age...i have to admit that ur life experience is much more than mine, but i dare say u are not fit to even comment...fuck off....
yes, i am such an unfilial son....for i have always hated this family that i was born into, the parents who have failed to give me a happy, memorable childhood to look back on...maybe its just myself, but i really want to get it off my chest now that its time...そう、もう時間だ。
what is the definition of a relationship? is it not a 2-sided reciprocal form of exchange? why is that that i have to be always the one to take the initiative to contact them, to ask them out? fuck them! if they cant even bother to ask me out why should i put myself in such a 'cheap' position? yes, they have helped me out a lot in the past...but that was then...if she was not such a control-freak, things would not have turned out this way! she is just reaping her fruits....she should have known....its her own problem...she deserved it...what you have sowed will return in time....i know my retributions are coming..till then i have no regrets nor complaints for i truly deserve them....that's called self-knowing...at least i know and i dont indulge in self-pity, hoping for others to help...fuck u..such a disgusting mentality should be condemned...i cant even find the word to describe such disgusting emotions...fuck...
its time to leave....and i am very happy for that...its is the beginning of what i have envisioned...though it may sound far-fetched, but what are humans without dreams....mine is not some concrete plan that must be attained at all cost....but once i get it started, i am going to work for it....trust me...i am going to realise it once the time's ripe...lolx....
hate me for all i care...i cant be bothered...to me the pple that are trying to keep in contact with me are just irritating...i have no interest at all...especially when u are a christian...fuck off...go masturbate somewhere else..dont come preaching to me and act benevolent, trying to show how concern u are...
i had enough....then again i am extremely excited about this trip....haha...its really the cornerstone of my life...私の人生。。。
as said earlier, its not some kind of a grand plan...but my life's goal which i hope to achieve....in fact its the direction that i am moving towards..tomorrow's the first day when my direction gets shaped..things will start to set in motion after tomorrow....i know for its gonna be an experience of my life...haha...
始まるぞ！
in exactly one day's time my plan will commence...haha..not some kind of grand strategy..but its an important hallmark to me....its an important cornerstone...
was just scolded by my mum for being heartless, ungrateful to those who had shown me care and guidance while i was younger...i just kept quiet...i am in no position to rebuke that...at least i know i am in no position to speak beyond my status...not like yourself, already in your 50s yet talk like you know everything...what a shame that you are already of this age...i have to admit that ur life experience is much more than mine, but i dare say u are not fit to even comment...fuck off....
yes, i am such an unfilial son....for i have always hated this family that i was born into, the parents who have failed to give me a happy, memorable childhood to look back on...maybe its just myself, but i really want to get it off my chest now that its time...そう、もう時間だ。
what is the definition of a relationship? is it not a 2-sided reciprocal form of exchange? why is that that i have to be always the one to take the initiative to contact them, to ask them out? fuck them! if they cant even bother to ask me out why should i put myself in such a 'cheap' position? yes, they have helped me out a lot in the past...but that was then...if she was not such a control-freak, things would not have turned out this way! she is just reaping her fruits....she should have known....its her own problem...she deserved it...what you have sowed will return in time....i know my retributions are coming..till then i have no regrets nor complaints for i truly deserve them....that's called self-knowing...at least i know and i dont indulge in self-pity, hoping for others to help...fuck u..such a disgusting mentality should be condemned...i cant even find the word to describe such disgusting emotions...fuck...
its time to leave....and i am very happy for that...its is the beginning of what i have envisioned...though it may sound far-fetched, but what are humans without dreams....mine is not some concrete plan that must be attained at all cost....but once i get it started, i am going to work for it....trust me...i am going to realise it once the time's ripe...lolx....
hate me for all i care...i cant be bothered...to me the pple that are trying to keep in contact with me are just irritating...i have no interest at all...especially when u are a christian...fuck off...go masturbate somewhere else..dont come preaching to me and act benevolent, trying to show how concern u are...
i had enough....then again i am extremely excited about this trip....haha...its really the cornerstone of my life...私の人生。。。
as said earlier, its not some kind of a grand plan...but my life's goal which i hope to achieve....in fact its the direction that i am moving towards..tomorrow's the first day when my direction gets shaped..things will start to set in motion after tomorrow....i know for its gonna be an experience of my life...haha...
始まるぞ！