set. もう迷わない。
yes, i was truly pissed and disappointed when the deployment came out that way. yes, i felt my opinions were simply dismissed as unimportant. that was why i decided to try my luck and see how far it will bring me. 英雄无用武之地，自有他处迎鄙才。
honestly, i did not expect to get through. deep inside of me i knew my time is coming to an end....i knew the countdown has begun. but i just wanted to appease this part of me on my worth as a teacher, on others' assessment of me. i have received my answer and i have no regret for my actions. i am confident of my skills as a teacher and i am sure of my abilities in this field. BUT my interest lies elsewhere...
我决定不要误人子弟，但并非我为他人着想。而是因为我一定要莫些人知道我并非好欺负。老虎不发威把它当病猫！更何况教书不是我的正业，是我的副业。
ボクはもう決意した。今回の時点で価値観や態度もう以前と変わった。気にくわなかったら、思わず言う。優先すべきもの違った。もやられたらやり返す。ぜったいに倍返しだ！
i am not going to just let things pass. though i know no one knows of this site, all will be made known when the time is ripe. if you want to bully me, know who you are dealing with first. i seriously cannot be bothered by what you think of me as i am not the same as before; my priorities have changed. just as i am taken for granted in this school, i shall not be too caught up with the demands from this place.
when i changed my perspective on things, i realized i have nothing to lose but all to gain...it might seem ridiculous to some but the experience and affirmation i have received far outweigh what i expected...sometimes i need an external stimulus to push me to act but i realized this external stimulus also helped to clear my mind and be sure of what i really want in life.
i will leave, no i MUST leave.
辞める、必ず辞める。もう時間だ。
honestly, i did not expect to get through. deep inside of me i knew my time is coming to an end....i knew the countdown has begun. but i just wanted to appease this part of me on my worth as a teacher, on others' assessment of me. i have received my answer and i have no regret for my actions. i am confident of my skills as a teacher and i am sure of my abilities in this field. BUT my interest lies elsewhere...
我决定不要误人子弟，但并非我为他人着想。而是因为我一定要莫些人知道我并非好欺负。老虎不发威把它当病猫！更何况教书不是我的正业，是我的副业。
ボクはもう決意した。今回の時点で価値観や態度もう以前と変わった。気にくわなかったら、思わず言う。優先すべきもの違った。もやられたらやり返す。ぜったいに倍返しだ！
i am not going to just let things pass. though i know no one knows of this site, all will be made known when the time is ripe. if you want to bully me, know who you are dealing with first. i seriously cannot be bothered by what you think of me as i am not the same as before; my priorities have changed. just as i am taken for granted in this school, i shall not be too caught up with the demands from this place.
when i changed my perspective on things, i realized i have nothing to lose but all to gain...it might seem ridiculous to some but the experience and affirmation i have received far outweigh what i expected...sometimes i need an external stimulus to push me to act but i realized this external stimulus also helped to clear my mind and be sure of what i really want in life.
i will leave, no i MUST leave.
辞める、必ず辞める。もう時間だ。