life sucks
am glad that i was of help to my friend...though i am in denial of the gratitude i am feeling of being appreciated, i guess such emotions are normal...but to me, it seemed that to feel good seems to be a sin....it seems i am doing good for my own interests...but then again, is it not right to do so? life's hard. life sucks...
then again, when i attended the wake of my junior, it makes me feel real lousy....not just because he passed away at such a young age, but also sets me thinking of how pple wld remember me...wad if i shld never be able to see sunlight the next day? how wld pple remember me? how wld news spread? wld pple come and visit me then...not that it matters to me anymore, but it does leave an impression to pple...
wadever
jaded. unmotivated.
then again, when i attended the wake of my junior, it makes me feel real lousy....not just because he passed away at such a young age, but also sets me thinking of how pple wld remember me...wad if i shld never be able to see sunlight the next day? how wld pple remember me? how wld news spread? wld pple come and visit me then...not that it matters to me anymore, but it does leave an impression to pple...
wadever
jaded. unmotivated.