Odd.
I had one of the weirdest dreams last night....I got married...to a girl. It was absolutely horrible...The ceremony wasn't even...I don't even know I spent the majority of it sitting next to Cassie and "my partner" sat on the opposite side. I didn't even like her in my dream. No one was there...No Melanie, no Matt, no Matt, no Jasper, no Mom for a long time or Danny, or my dad, or my siblings. It was so shitty and I spent the whole ceremony looking. And fucking Drake Gibson showed up? and Bryan Gastelle. I didn't have any vows and I had "my partner's" vows sung to me (it was horrible). Then after the ceremony we got to go upstairs and into this elevator that spun you around and it just felt that the elevator was representing my life. Then my "spouse" asked me if I liked it and I just ran away crying. I spent the rest of the dream looking. I heard his voice but then I couldn't find him. I wanted to see him during the ceremony so I could run away from the vows because it wasn't what I wanted...but he wasn't there...
Then I woke up and was laying there and got bit by an unidentified bug. That was a slight piss off. Now I'm mildly depressed and I look around and think I have no reason to be sad, but I am. I hate it. I think I'm going to take a long walk after breakfast then run on the treadmill later today.
Oh yes, and I decided to watch one movie a day. So today is Phantom of the Opera; tomorrow is The Manchurian Candidate; and the following day is Garden State.
Love,
Em
Then I woke up and was laying there and got bit by an unidentified bug. That was a slight piss off. Now I'm mildly depressed and I look around and think I have no reason to be sad, but I am. I hate it. I think I'm going to take a long walk after breakfast then run on the treadmill later today.
Oh yes, and I decided to watch one movie a day. So today is Phantom of the Opera; tomorrow is The Manchurian Candidate; and the following day is Garden State.
Love,
Em