So, what now?
I'm 18. I felt fucking horrible last night. Getting my scores back yesterday made me realize that I can do things if I put my mind to it. That I should have worked harder to get a 5. That I should be challenging myself more. I've been scared to take the FCC placement test for too long, scared to e-mail the man in charge of the paper there, scared to fail, scared of being rejected. I'm not saying from this point on I'm not going to be scared anymore because I don't want to lie but I'm hoping from the scores and mona lisa smile (which made me cry my eyes out) that I'm going to push myself to be all that I can.
Happy Birthday to me. Pretty nice present for myself I think.
Love,
Emily
Today.
Happy Birthday to me. Pretty nice present for myself I think.
Love,
Emily
Today.