Usher...
I decided (may just be justification) but if I have a few meaningless obsessions or in other words like a few guys for the way they look. Then when I meet a guy in real life then I'll like him for him cause I already like Usher and Orlando Bloom for the way they look. Heh. Makes sense to me, maybe some other person out there understands. Today has been rather nice, it's just my mom and I home, for some reason everytime we talk I always get really hyper-active and laugh a lot at nothing. Today we talked about my dad's wedding that is coming up (July 9) and I was just telling her how I'm not really excited for it, I was at the beginning but now it's just kinda...weird, she told me I was probably feeling kinda weird about it because in a way I kinda forced him to propose, which I can't force him to get married of course, but it was kinda my doing. I think he wanted to but didn't want to take the leap and ask. Mom made me feel better about the whole situation she does everytime, as soon as we were done talking though the phone rang and it was dad calling. He said he needs me there next week for the wedding and all, but I'm going to the beach, leaving the fourth getting back the seventh, then the eighth will be the rehearsal and stuff, and the ninth the wedding. Oh what joy. I was telling mom how I might be jealous of Diana but I didn't know how, I don't think I am really...I tried to convince dad to have another kid, and I think I told him to have another daughter and name her Janet...that was a low hit...oh well. Well I have to get on the treadmill, I am determined this year to be in shape for the field hockey season...I know I'm not going to start, but I still have a small dream that if I show her how much I prepared and hopefully improved that I may start some games...I'm hoping...Well I'm off <3MW