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[ylime22]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm just so frustrated right now I'm most likely just pms'ing but still. Everything seems to be falling apart I hate it. I feel like I don't know any of my friends anymore, I'm really happy with Wes and that seems to be the only thing I've got going. I did a horrible fucking job on the paper and it's our first issue...to top it off I have the most looked at section in the whole fucking thing (bits and pieces) and it sucks, not to mention theyre the last few pages of the damn thing. It comes out wednesday though, so everyone be excited for that and don't you dare throw them away that's such a piss off we work so hard on them and then I just see them lying around on the floor or in the trashcans, grrr.

I think they should have more breaks from school and life. I hate how controlling the schools have become, with the bus notes and things like that. Uhh I don't even know and I'm not doing all my work, I have that feeling where you can't catch up and everyone else keeps running away or if you're looking for someone/something and you see it for that split second before it disappears and you can't find it again. I don't know what but I feel like somethings missing in me. I don't even know my best friend(s) anymore, I miss you Melanie and Cassie and Rachel and everyone else. I really need to do some work I'm so far behind in everything...<3MW

I love you Wes and hope you're always there for me.