Dancing in the rain
Went to Cassie's recital tonight with Evelyn and Kellie lots of fun, unfortunately I couldn't stay for the whole thing but oh well, theres always next year. I was thinking though while watching, about when I used to dance 7 or 8 years ago...I don't remember much except that my sister was a beautiful dancer..but gave it up after my mom and dad were divorced. It's a shame how divorce ruins things, my brother refuses to marry because he's seen to many, he also can't throw up right thanks to my mom...but still. I wonder in what ways I am screwed up from that...who knows? and would I really want to know? I was thinking during the recital though, if I had a chance to go back to dance if I would do it or not...I mean field hockey is the greatest thing to me I love it so much, it's my life and I can't wait til next season...til we start running then I'll want it to end but that's just cause im lazy and would rather be eating a can of whip cream out of the aerosol cans (I have a whip cream fettish you can ask Keelin) gosh I miss Lax so much, it really sucked with the running and the coach that's nice to your face and makes you run a whole shit load..but I miss being able to go to practice and games with Mega Man and the other people I got to know on the team...and the seniors are gone! never going to see some of them ever again! hmm well im off <3MW