Hyper active-ness

Aug 31, 2004 20:52

I have so much energy right now. Tonight is the first night in a long time that I've had some extra time to write, read, or do whatever. So I'm enjoying it by talking online, writing in this, and singing very loudly to Elton John "Tiny Dancer" so much fun. I really needed a break, and I would not have had this break if I were planning on doing my history homework tonight. If I'm not allowed to drop out of that class I'm going to go insane. I walked around all day today feeling like I was on the verge of a mental breakdown. Why do they have to push us so hard in high school?! We're supposed to have fun! Not go to school for 7 hours, sports practice for 2, come home for 4 hours of homework and go to bed exhausted each night! As for practice we're not college level, we're not college level anything! Yet being pushed to play or learn at a college level. Screw you people! Leave me to my little world where I can talk to the walls and put on my pretty white jacket that ties in the back! I can't wait til the weekend, I need one day just with Wes...the whole entire day...no homework later no anything just Wes. I am so happy! I love how this started out I'm really happy then I get depressed then I get happy again. I love mood swings! haha ok I'm off to....do something what I'm not quite sure...<3MW

singing, wes, time, ap us, college, mental breakdown

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