learning the ropes
i just got the infamous LIVEJOURNAL!! i feel like it should be in caps because its been put up on a pedastil for such a long time. Im glad to be joined with all the fellow LIVEJOURNAList.
Well life hasn't been doing to great lately. There has been alot that has been running through my head about who i am, who i hang out with or lack there-of, and what im doing here at IU on the second for of forest b in room 208... ? but lets not make that the topic of this little event box im typing in.
The topic that i was to address today is an old friend who i became friends with my junior year in Mr. Petersons biology II class. Now let me tell you i will not give out a specific name, but i will talk about him. From the first party he had me and my 2 best friends (we will call them #1 and #2 ) all had a lil thing for this fella, we thougth he was SOO cute and he rocked because he was in a band and everyone knew who he was and he was the dude who threw the parties. Well, he ended up with Best friend #1, who again will not be named, and yeah me and best friend #2 were a bit bummed, but we let #1 have her moments and she shined for a very short term. lol
As time went on and and "topic" and i talked i developed A HUGE CRUSH as did he!! but nothing came of it... end of my junior year.. nothing just talk... summer.. nothing..My interest moves on and goes to college.. Something happens.. we both know we like each other but whats the deal? i go visit him.. interesting ehh? Senior year and all #2 and i seemed to talk about was him.. how i didnt understand him, how he annoyed me, how i liked him. Summer comes.. What happened... youuuuuuu guessed it... stupid us, nothing happened..:) do you see a pattern..
i end up going to the same college as he does. i realize me and him have been over for quite sometime, but there is still a thought of him in the back of my head almost every day. I ahve come to the conclusion that he is one of my best friends, and i would be devistated if anything happen to break that. i wonder if the feeling is mutual on that particular subject...
I talked to my friend tonight. We tried to figure out why it never worked between us. Did we figure it out? haha NOT EVEN CLOSE! but we did find something out we found out that we both still have this, spark? for each that will never go away...
Why dont we just got out now you might ask... thats an understanding we have between us....
im not exactly sure why i tell this story, but it makes me happy and im kinda glad/settled with the way things have worked out.
forgive me if i have bored you... :-D for i dont care....
Well life hasn't been doing to great lately. There has been alot that has been running through my head about who i am, who i hang out with or lack there-of, and what im doing here at IU on the second for of forest b in room 208... ? but lets not make that the topic of this little event box im typing in.
The topic that i was to address today is an old friend who i became friends with my junior year in Mr. Petersons biology II class. Now let me tell you i will not give out a specific name, but i will talk about him. From the first party he had me and my 2 best friends (we will call them #1 and #2 ) all had a lil thing for this fella, we thougth he was SOO cute and he rocked because he was in a band and everyone knew who he was and he was the dude who threw the parties. Well, he ended up with Best friend #1, who again will not be named, and yeah me and best friend #2 were a bit bummed, but we let #1 have her moments and she shined for a very short term. lol
As time went on and and "topic" and i talked i developed A HUGE CRUSH as did he!! but nothing came of it... end of my junior year.. nothing just talk... summer.. nothing..My interest moves on and goes to college.. Something happens.. we both know we like each other but whats the deal? i go visit him.. interesting ehh? Senior year and all #2 and i seemed to talk about was him.. how i didnt understand him, how he annoyed me, how i liked him. Summer comes.. What happened... youuuuuuu guessed it... stupid us, nothing happened..:) do you see a pattern..
i end up going to the same college as he does. i realize me and him have been over for quite sometime, but there is still a thought of him in the back of my head almost every day. I ahve come to the conclusion that he is one of my best friends, and i would be devistated if anything happen to break that. i wonder if the feeling is mutual on that particular subject...
I talked to my friend tonight. We tried to figure out why it never worked between us. Did we figure it out? haha NOT EVEN CLOSE! but we did find something out we found out that we both still have this, spark? for each that will never go away...
Why dont we just got out now you might ask... thats an understanding we have between us....
im not exactly sure why i tell this story, but it makes me happy and im kinda glad/settled with the way things have worked out.
forgive me if i have bored you... :-D for i dont care....