doc-tor evil... im late...
ok, so maybe you all bite me for not writing in a LONG while....
but on the other hand... i want jake to call me.. even though i will most likely ruin it.. because thats what i do.... i would still like him to call me...
i need to vent...but not on here...
Some one made a good comment today..."all the livejournal gossip" that was funny!!!
i think i got my housing under control... probably not... but my house is cool!!! whoo hoo...
.. i realized a while ago.. then boys are on ym mind all the time... i wake up and have a hint of boy in the brain...i go to clas.. yeah still thinking of boys... go to sleep.. guess what.. yep, thats right.... but its not always like OH MY GOD! look at him.. it could be a teacher.. some guy walking down the street... whatever.. ya know..
i went to the park today with Austin, Andy, Kristen and me... i was sitting in the back seat on the driver side.. not talking... i was thinking... JEBUS! im a boring person... i rarely talk... and when i do.. people dont listen (dont take offence people in the car, it was just a realization)
Do i try to fix my quietness...doi want to be one of those people who talk for no reason.... do i want to talk when there is nothing to talk about...
it sometimes is over rated... what happened to me and courtney being able to drive, sit, or do whatever without talking.. and it was comfortable... cept for that one fight in the car... lol..
am i bitter? boring? normal? ... by reading these "passages" i would say yes...
i only type.. because people dont listen.. they only listen to what they want to talk about and if it involves them..
hmm.. ive gone to far.. goodbye... im the weakest link....
but on the other hand... i want jake to call me.. even though i will most likely ruin it.. because thats what i do.... i would still like him to call me...
i need to vent...but not on here...
Some one made a good comment today..."all the livejournal gossip" that was funny!!!
i think i got my housing under control... probably not... but my house is cool!!! whoo hoo...
.. i realized a while ago.. then boys are on ym mind all the time... i wake up and have a hint of boy in the brain...i go to clas.. yeah still thinking of boys... go to sleep.. guess what.. yep, thats right.... but its not always like OH MY GOD! look at him.. it could be a teacher.. some guy walking down the street... whatever.. ya know..
i went to the park today with Austin, Andy, Kristen and me... i was sitting in the back seat on the driver side.. not talking... i was thinking... JEBUS! im a boring person... i rarely talk... and when i do.. people dont listen (dont take offence people in the car, it was just a realization)
Do i try to fix my quietness...doi want to be one of those people who talk for no reason.... do i want to talk when there is nothing to talk about...
it sometimes is over rated... what happened to me and courtney being able to drive, sit, or do whatever without talking.. and it was comfortable... cept for that one fight in the car... lol..
am i bitter? boring? normal? ... by reading these "passages" i would say yes...
i only type.. because people dont listen.. they only listen to what they want to talk about and if it involves them..
hmm.. ive gone to far.. goodbye... im the weakest link....