stressed... but happy
So, have you ever been in a situation where you want to tell someone something that is really important and exciting to you but you just can't tell them b/c you're afraid of how they will react? Then you have to go around and be careful of every little thing you say (especially when it's your roommate)b/c who knows... you could slip up and then what? Argh! Part of me wants to tell her, but then part of me is afraid to. I don't think I will until it's absolutely necessary.... if it ever gets to that point.
Yea.... that's stressing me out and then there is school and I have a butt load of reports and paper and everything else in the world due on top of finals. I'm not stressed out by most peoples standards... but by my own.... this is insane. I'm a very laid back person... so this is weird for me.
Oh a lighter note... I went to the Chris Tomlin, Casting Crowns, and Steven Curtis Chapman concert last night in Tallahasse. That was amazing. Oh and can I just say that.... GOD IS AWESOME! It's so funny how he works things out. Right when we are about to pull into the parking lot we see Danny and Tanner. That was cool! Then as we're walking up to the place we see Jayce and his uncle. Cool too! Earlier I called my friend Nicole to see if she was going to the show and she said she was. So I'm looking behind me when we're sitting down and there she is. So of course I said hey and she wound up sitting about 6 rows in front of me. Cool! Oh and we also ran into Kurt and his girlfriend. Cool! And how could I forget... Kelly Ann saw her friend Sarah that she hasn't seen since they graduated. So God was definately amazing in that aspect. The time of worship was wonderful. I LOVE GOD!
Today I went swimming at some spring about 40 minutes away. That was fun. It was me, Kelly Ann, Kerrie, Jud, Tanner, Stephen (YAY! He was came back!), Nathan, and Dawson. Then I got a call from Adam and he was at the Chipley exit... so he waited in the Wal-Mart parking lot till we got there and I got to see him. YAY for that too! It was so good to see him. Hopefully sometime soon we'll get together again and can hang out longer. He had to go to Jax and I had a bunch of hungry friend waiting on me to go to Pizza Hut. I miss Adam! I've missed Stephen too and so it was awesome to see him this weekend. He's great! Oh and earlier today I got a call from a certain someone and that really set my mood for the day (a good mood that is)!
So needless to say, that as much as I am stressed out I'm also having an amazing time with friends and just realizing how much they all mean to me. I don't know what I'd do without them. Especially Haley, Kelly Ann, Tanner, and Nate. Also God has been showing me how amazing and mighty and beautiful and wonderful and magnificent and loving and kind and powerful and awesome and great He is. He's actually indescribable. I love Him sooooo much too! He is good!
Right now I'm actually pretty exhausted and I think I'm getting sick (ugh!). So, I'm gonna hit the hay!
Ok... so I didn't go to bed then. That was at about 10:30-11ish. Just when I was about to hit submit a knock came at my window that scared me. It was Pete, Danny, and Paul. They were going to Taco Bell and wanted me to come too. At first I said no, but then they persuaded me to and I thought it's be fun since I don't really get to hang out with them much... especially Danny. And guess what?! It was fun! I had a great time. I'm so thankful for wonderful friends!
Now I am definately going to bed! I mean it too!
I love ya'll!
Yea.... that's stressing me out and then there is school and I have a butt load of reports and paper and everything else in the world due on top of finals. I'm not stressed out by most peoples standards... but by my own.... this is insane. I'm a very laid back person... so this is weird for me.
Oh a lighter note... I went to the Chris Tomlin, Casting Crowns, and Steven Curtis Chapman concert last night in Tallahasse. That was amazing. Oh and can I just say that.... GOD IS AWESOME! It's so funny how he works things out. Right when we are about to pull into the parking lot we see Danny and Tanner. That was cool! Then as we're walking up to the place we see Jayce and his uncle. Cool too! Earlier I called my friend Nicole to see if she was going to the show and she said she was. So I'm looking behind me when we're sitting down and there she is. So of course I said hey and she wound up sitting about 6 rows in front of me. Cool! Oh and we also ran into Kurt and his girlfriend. Cool! And how could I forget... Kelly Ann saw her friend Sarah that she hasn't seen since they graduated. So God was definately amazing in that aspect. The time of worship was wonderful. I LOVE GOD!
Today I went swimming at some spring about 40 minutes away. That was fun. It was me, Kelly Ann, Kerrie, Jud, Tanner, Stephen (YAY! He was came back!), Nathan, and Dawson. Then I got a call from Adam and he was at the Chipley exit... so he waited in the Wal-Mart parking lot till we got there and I got to see him. YAY for that too! It was so good to see him. Hopefully sometime soon we'll get together again and can hang out longer. He had to go to Jax and I had a bunch of hungry friend waiting on me to go to Pizza Hut. I miss Adam! I've missed Stephen too and so it was awesome to see him this weekend. He's great! Oh and earlier today I got a call from a certain someone and that really set my mood for the day (a good mood that is)!
So needless to say, that as much as I am stressed out I'm also having an amazing time with friends and just realizing how much they all mean to me. I don't know what I'd do without them. Especially Haley, Kelly Ann, Tanner, and Nate. Also God has been showing me how amazing and mighty and beautiful and wonderful and magnificent and loving and kind and powerful and awesome and great He is. He's actually indescribable. I love Him sooooo much too! He is good!
Right now I'm actually pretty exhausted and I think I'm getting sick (ugh!). So, I'm gonna hit the hay!
Ok... so I didn't go to bed then. That was at about 10:30-11ish. Just when I was about to hit submit a knock came at my window that scared me. It was Pete, Danny, and Paul. They were going to Taco Bell and wanted me to come too. At first I said no, but then they persuaded me to and I thought it's be fun since I don't really get to hang out with them much... especially Danny. And guess what?! It was fun! I had a great time. I'm so thankful for wonderful friends!
Now I am definately going to bed! I mean it too!
I love ya'll!