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I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
That song describes so much of my feelings. I know I am meant for more, I want more, I want...to be larger than life itself. But when I see it isn't happening I get depressed and something is always missing it seems and its killing me. So my solution is to get Crystal and get as far as we can by any means. Sounds great huh?