ah.

[yjd]

I am really scared about going to Panama. So excited, but really scared. I'm realizing how much adjusting and growing up I have to do, and I have to start NOW or my trip will be bad. Knowing that I am actually going to have to establish a family-type relationship with total strangers is bizarre and frightening. I hope that I possess the social flexibility to thrive.

And crushes? They suck. I hate them. :D