preocupations.

Mar 20, 2009 10:50


I have to blog because i'm boring myself to death at home, trying to complete start on my HL324 essay.
I've come to the conclusion that Thurs and Fris off aren't very good actually, especially if you need to be stukc at home doing work, because that means 4 straight days of being grounded at home in weak attempts to clear workload.

So next semester i shall work at half week breaks instead humph.

The whole world is writing essays ahaha msn nicksf friends, blogs, etc. Some people like to tell their virtual mates how many essays and how many words they gotta write, maybe because to them, the ability to churn out decent 3000 word essays validate their intelligence. Oh well, look around you. Who isn't writing 2000-3000 essays?

I'm been blog-surfing alot, and hence, feeding my vacation dreams. Everyone is on holiday or exchange! Why am i stuck here in Singapore? Sulks. Sigh, i know why.

May i ask, all of you reading this, what really matters to you now? I'm asking because last night i realised that most of the things that mattered to me in the past do not matter anymore. I no longer fight hard to retain what i have or to recover lost ground. Is this part of growing up, perhaps a shift in preoccupations?

What matters to me now is health, family and erm money. Haha, which is why i'm taking saving plans and tuition jobs.

The semester is ending, this means assignment deadlines and exams are looming nearer. But this semester feels a little different because i seek to do what i enjoy and not be bothered so much by grades. That means i pick texts that i like and ignore those that i don't. That means i study when i feel like it and i chillout when i don't. Luckily for me, my present state of mind is: study. Because i don't have much time left as a student. Knowledge is empowerment, i really agree. At least i feel smarter lah after i think about issues from the texts.

Yes i was just ranting in order to get myself into research mode.

Need.to.find.freaking.secondary.resources.online.and.fast.

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