I'm sorry William, I just wish you would believe me. Megan knew that your dad was sick but she really didn't know that he passed away. I was there with her when she found out and I really thought it was going to kill her. She was so upset. In her mind you guys were still friends. Even tho i've knowed for a long time, she didn't.
You know for a fact that if i knew about your dad I would have been there for you. I still want to be but i know that it's never going to happend. I use to try to call you but you must of changed you cell # or something. we use to go to Samantha house to see if you guys were their, we even went your old house...i didin't know that if would be a man hunt to find a friend...it was like you were hiding from us or something.
We all have fucked up in the past. Yeha, i maybe be still a little fucked up, but i did stop all the drugs and all the stupid things i did, you know what i'm talking about. I do drink now, but unlike you William, I don't have someone to tell me all the time that they love me and I don't get to joy of have a marriage and child to make me striagten out. I know i don't need that too, but I just can't stop... I just guess you are stronger then me.
I really do wish you knew me now William, I'm a different person then I was in High School, and I really wish you would believe me.
Congrats on the wife and son...i do wish you guys the best...sorry samantha about the post...i'm just a little pissed off that you guys don't believe me...
You know for a fact that if i knew about your dad I would have been there for you. I still want to be but i know that it's never going to happend. I use to try to call you but you must of changed you cell # or something. we use to go to Samantha house to see if you guys were their, we even went your old house...i didin't know that if would be a man hunt to find a friend...it was like you were hiding from us or something.
We all have fucked up in the past. Yeha, i maybe be still a little fucked up, but i did stop all the drugs and all the stupid things i did, you know what i'm talking about. I do drink now, but unlike you William, I don't have someone to tell me all the time that they love me and I don't get to joy of have a marriage and child to make me striagten out. I know i don't need that too, but I just can't stop... I just guess you are stronger then me.
I really do wish you knew me now William, I'm a different person then I was in High School, and I really wish you would believe me.
Congrats on the wife and son...i do wish you guys the best...sorry samantha about the post...i'm just a little pissed off that you guys don't believe me...
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