first off, megan didn't fucking know about Williams father dieing or anything. Why the fuck didn't william or anyone in his family fucking call her? Because I know that william thought of megan as a sister, oh wait, let me guess...you being the fucking bitch that you are didn't want him too. I was there when Megan found out about it from Stacey, megan was for fucking up set.
Megan didn't have anything to do with William doing drugs or anything, he was always more into that crap then anyone. I think William got Megan into a lot of stuff. He fucked her up, and you did to. You fucking brain-washed william and he stopped hangout with all of his friends. God damn Samantha, we were all friends and then one day it all stopped. I don't know what the fuck happened but I believe it was all because of you, and you know. I'm happy you won't let WIlliam "come back" that just shows how you are a fucking controlling bitch and won't let him do what he wants. Just how you never did let him hang out with his friends if you weren't there, but little did you know, he would when you were at school or whatever and then rush home to act like he was in bed all day or something.
Megan always fucking tried to call and get you guys to hangout with her and sam or everyone, you guys never wanted to blah blah blah, we stopped trying because it wasn't wroth it anymore...you fucked it up...your the reason why they aren't friends...I hope you proud of yourself...
well from what i was told by Stacy was that you knew the day he passed and u were not there. No one was there only people who cared, I shouldn’t of had to call her she was my "best friend" and where were you at Christie whats your excuse? and to say that i got her on everything ya ok i dont and never did coke and well ask Megan how many times she did it at Melissa’s and how much she still does. or how much "e" she did or does or how is the blood flowing from the scars that she made to hide her faults? hey Megan ask yourself what happened when you moved off of Fenton street? how many times did i call you and how many times did you call me? i had to move 12 miles and start over to be with my "best friend". she may have called to hang out but only when Sam was not around and no one else wanted to hang out with her. for someone who was not there and for someone who fucked up megans life so badly i was always there when she needed me, even if it was to put me at risk. and as far as me and drugs i can drop them like i already have, my wife and my son Jace Michael Fisher are the only things that control my life in POSITIVE ways, making me happier then i ever was before. Megan maybe you should think about giving it up it gets old after awhile, try to find someone or something that gives you the same fulfillment that i have been given. i dont know what your life is right now, but by the looks of your journal entries you havent been to competent to take your life to the next level. All im saying is that im not starting anything im just setting things straight as to why we are not friends. Your right it is a shame the way the friendship had ended so sudden but things happen for a reason. It gave me the chance to depend more on me and get my life in order with out the influence of bad influences… “ drugs, bad advice” those things were just holding me back from doing what I wanted to do before introduced into that world which was to have a good career, finish school, buy a house, and start a family. All my goals have been met, HAVE YOURS?
I'm sorry William, I just wish you would believe me. Megan knew that your dad was sick but she really didn't know that he passed away. I was there with her when she found out and I really thought it was going to kill her. She was so upset. In her mind you guys were still friends. Even tho i've knowed for a long time, she didn't.
You know for a fact that if i knew about your dad I would have been there for you. I still want to be but i know that it's never going to happend. I use to try to call you but you must of changed you cell # or something. we use to go to Samantha house to see if you guys were their, we even went your old house...i didin't know that if would be a man hunt to find a friend...it was like you were hiding from us or something.
We all have fucked up in the past. Yeha, i maybe be still a little fucked up, but i did stop all the drugs and all the stupid things i did, you know what i'm talking about. I do drink now, but unlike you William, I don't have someone to tell me all the time that they love me and I don't get to joy of have a marriage and child to make me striagten out. I know i don't need that too, but I just can't stop... I just guess you are stronger then me.
I really do wish you knew me now William, I'm a different person then I was in High School, and I really wish you would believe me.
Congrats on the wife and son...i do wish you guys the best...sorry samantha about the post...i'm just a little pissed off that you guys don't believe me...
Megan didn't have anything to do with William doing drugs or anything, he was always more into that crap then anyone. I think William got Megan into a lot of stuff. He fucked her up, and you did to. You fucking brain-washed william and he stopped hangout with all of his friends. God damn Samantha, we were all friends and then one day it all stopped. I don't know what the fuck happened but I believe it was all because of you, and you know. I'm happy you won't let WIlliam "come back" that just shows how you are a fucking controlling bitch and won't let him do what he wants. Just how you never did let him hang out with his friends if you weren't there, but little did you know, he would when you were at school or whatever and then rush home to act like he was in bed all day or something.
Megan always fucking tried to call and get you guys to hangout with her and sam or everyone, you guys never wanted to blah blah blah, we stopped trying because it wasn't wroth it anymore...you fucked it up...your the reason why they aren't friends...I hope you proud of yourself...
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hey Megan ask yourself what happened when you moved off of Fenton street? how many times did i call you and how many times did you call me? i had to move 12 miles and start over to be with my "best friend". she may have called to hang out but only when Sam was not around and no one else wanted to hang out with her. for someone who was not there and for someone who fucked up megans life so badly i was always there when she needed me, even if it was to put me at risk. and as far as me and drugs i can drop them like i already have, my wife and my son Jace Michael Fisher are the only things that control my life in POSITIVE ways, making me happier then i ever was before. Megan maybe you should think about giving it up it gets old after awhile, try to find someone or something that gives you the same fulfillment that i have been given. i dont know what your life is right now, but by the looks of your journal entries you havent been to competent to take your life to the next level. All im saying is that im not starting anything im just setting things straight as to why we are not friends. Your right it is a shame the way the friendship had ended so sudden but things happen for a reason. It gave me the chance to depend more on me and get my life in order with out the influence of bad influences… “ drugs, bad advice” those things were just holding me back from doing what I wanted to do before introduced into that world which was to have a good career, finish school, buy a house, and start a family. All my goals have been met, HAVE YOURS?
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You know for a fact that if i knew about your dad I would have been there for you. I still want to be but i know that it's never going to happend. I use to try to call you but you must of changed you cell # or something. we use to go to Samantha house to see if you guys were their, we even went your old house...i didin't know that if would be a man hunt to find a friend...it was like you were hiding from us or something.
We all have fucked up in the past. Yeha, i maybe be still a little fucked up, but i did stop all the drugs and all the stupid things i did, you know what i'm talking about. I do drink now, but unlike you William, I don't have someone to tell me all the time that they love me and I don't get to joy of have a marriage and child to make me striagten out. I know i don't need that too, but I just can't stop... I just guess you are stronger then me.
I really do wish you knew me now William, I'm a different person then I was in High School, and I really wish you would believe me.
Congrats on the wife and son...i do wish you guys the best...sorry samantha about the post...i'm just a little pissed off that you guys don't believe me...
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