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well friday was fine... actually it was great. i was happy and all out there... everyone was havng fun and then it all crashed down on me. like always... i dont even know what happened. i dont know if something triggered it, or what was even wrong with me. god i felt like i just ruined everyones night. i dont know what is wrong with me. i know that there is something wrong but i dont know exactly what it is. i know i have depression... thats like a given, but i think there might be something else wrong too. i dont know what to do. it sucks living each day not wanting to live. i dont know what to do ne more. peace