more about me
Today is sunday, civil engineering is becoming easier, jen likes to do me favors, i still need to write, i will practice piano over spring break, can't wait til Tracy comes to visit, picking her up from the airport will be fun, flashback of my solo roadtrip, introducing her to my friends will be awesome, i talk to my old boss on tuesday very nerve racking, hope i say everything i need, i made a sandwich for tomorrow because i have a lot of work to do still, my room is messy but no one seems to care, i'll watch the sunset this week so daylight savings is benefiting me, i've rekindled my beck obsession, the refrigerator needs to be eaten out before spring break, the recycling is taking over the kitchen, drinking less caffeine has made me less anxious and happier, i called andrew and left him an embarrassing message but he called back so i assume things are ok, summer plans are still up in the air, i need a place to live next year, i've been thinking of calling cameron, that was a pathetic ending, it was all my fault, i should be nicer to laura she's like a sister that i want to kick sometimes, my neighbor died last week, i didn't call my dad, i'm not good at talking to him lately, i never told patrick how i felt, i hardly told him anything, i must go to the bursar's office and pick up proof of my schooling, i also have to pick up W2 forms, i don't know if i'm doing things right some situations feel good while others feel terrible, my heart is an easy target, ouch, fast relationships are scary and fun, i judge people too quickly lately i blame it on vulnerabilities, those same people are becoming more valuable to me, jason is crazy, brian is sweet, i ran out of weed, i started smoking again, lent lost its meaning, i have to get my job back, its my only regret, its becoming nice outside and i should take advantage, camping, a good combination of people fire and sky, i don't want to write about aliens or people but it's the only idea i have, there are birds living in my closet and they share the mornings with me, i don't want to be nice to those who've hurt me but i need to forgive them, ouch, the more time i spend on lj the less time i waste on facebook, ew, whats wrong with me, very little, i don't think i'll ever see ericka again, i miss alex, i should be a better atmo student and use my talents, banana pancakes are good, i rule at beer pong, i impressed my friends this weekend, i never get tired of the trains or the beagle i hear at night, i miss toby dog, i get to see coda in a week, can't want to give hugs at home, i'm feeling very sentimental today