sigh. (i sigh a lot).
my life is boring. does this mean i am boring? am i boring?
sometimes stuff happens. but more often than not, i am just bored. bored in class (most of the time). bored at the beach. bored in my apartment. bored at a movie. definitely bored at work. bored at a concert. bored hanging out with certain people. i'm bored! bored, bored, bored. BORED! if i died today, it would probably say in my obituary that i died of boredom.
or maybe it would be more accurate to say that i keep myself in comfortable situations at almost all times. i don't feel comfortable talking to people i don't know well. i am easily intimidated by others. i am more comfortable sitting back and shrinking and taking the easy way out. because i don't know any other way. i don't know how other people do it. i really don't. i am mutable, moldable, and inconsistent.
but it's so much easier to say that i'm bored.
sometimes stuff happens. but more often than not, i am just bored. bored in class (most of the time). bored at the beach. bored in my apartment. bored at a movie. definitely bored at work. bored at a concert. bored hanging out with certain people. i'm bored! bored, bored, bored. BORED! if i died today, it would probably say in my obituary that i died of boredom.
or maybe it would be more accurate to say that i keep myself in comfortable situations at almost all times. i don't feel comfortable talking to people i don't know well. i am easily intimidated by others. i am more comfortable sitting back and shrinking and taking the easy way out. because i don't know any other way. i don't know how other people do it. i really don't. i am mutable, moldable, and inconsistent.
but it's so much easier to say that i'm bored.