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[yinrycher]

And some more. Yeah I know these are probably depressing but I still wrote them.



Hidden

Why was I hidden?
Why wasn't I in the open?
What was wrong with me,
That you couldn't be open?
Or was it you that was the problem?

Damage

I'm damaged,
Damaged I say.
Damaged by the ones
Who said they loved me so.
Damaged by the words,
That no one knows.
Damaged by the looks,
No one knows I see.
Damaged by the hurt,
That no one sees.
Damaged by the silence,
That everyone breaths.
Damaged by words,
That never come out.
Damaged by the hearts,
That never were true.

Is it me?

Is it me that makes you hate me?
Is it me that made you hurt me?
Is it me that made you lie?
Is it me that made you cry?
Is it me that made you sad?
Is it me that made you mad?
Is it me that kept you from her?
No it wasn't me that did those things.
It was you and only you.

Why can't you be true?
Why can't I let go of you?
Why did I fall,
For someone like you?
Was it your looks?
Or was it your smile?
Was it the way you said,
You loved me all the while?
Was it your touch?
Or maybe you're sound?
Whatever it was,
I have lost it now?

Is it a touch?
Or a sound?
Or maybe a feeling?
Maybe it's something we don't know,
Until it is gone, and we cant go on.

Is it love that makes us hurt?
Or the need to be loved that allows the hurt?
Is it love that allows us to lie?
Or is the lie that we loved and didn't know why?

Is it love that allowed you to cheat?
Or the cheat that allowed you to love?
Whatever it was, it wasn't love.

I want to live,
I want to die.
I want to swim,
I want to fly.
I want to lie
In someone else's arms.
And let them keep me
Safe from harm.

Do you see me?
Do you feel me?
Can you hear me?
Can you touch me?