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i got no avenue for venting all my unhappiness.
so i'm back here again.
you know,
i'm okay w not messaging you anymore.
but i still yearn to see your name appear on my phone.
when will i learn to live without you?
you know you rlly suck like mad?!
as a boyfriend. as an exbf equally.
for a boyfriend,
who tells me nt to go find you at the club.
cos u wna drink & u dont wna protect me.
you suck.
for an exboyfriend,
who tells me you still love me,
who tells me it hurts to see me cry and in pain,
but yet do nothing about it,
yet show no concern when im crying in pain.
you suck.
for an exboyfriend,
who tells me you dont wna have a new gf,
and yet go hit on other girls.
you suck.
but idk why i still love you so so much.
it has been almost a month.
and i'm still not totally over you.
i'm just fucking retarded or fucking stupid.
seriously i mean
retarded .
brainless.
i miss when you were so enthu about me.
when i said i needed a shoulder t cry on,
u'd come down to sembawang t find me.