All the wants in the world
Want to be fourteen again.That was probably the last good year I had before all the crap started. That's half my life ago??
Want to be fit again. I miss training with Ms Zhang. I miss having goals to work towards, personal bests to beat, and just having So. Much. Energy. to train almost every day.
(Still) want to be.. less fat. But I guess my current size is.. tolerable.
Want to die sometimes.
Want to be loved. (Why is there no one.)
Want to love. (Why is there no one.)
Want to know how the heck I'm going to make it through at least 40 more years??
Want to be fit again. I miss training with Ms Zhang. I miss having goals to work towards, personal bests to beat, and just having So. Much. Energy. to train almost every day.
(Still) want to be.. less fat. But I guess my current size is.. tolerable.
Want to die sometimes.
Want to be loved. (Why is there no one.)
Want to love. (Why is there no one.)
Want to know how the heck I'm going to make it through at least 40 more years??