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Not in a good place emotionally. But things are different now, I have too much to lose if I don't keep it together. I'm just living for every next appointment with Dr L now.. Or my sessions with M. There's never really anything new to talk about but it's the only two times a month I can take off my happy mask and be honest about my feelings.
Am trying to deal with the fact that no one will ever be able to really understand my issues. It used to be so important that people understood. But I guess I'm coming to terms with people not understanding.
Need something to change, to help me see the worth of living and plodding on.
Maybe need someone to love. (But that's a whole new can of worms.)
Am trying to deal with the fact that no one will ever be able to really understand my issues. It used to be so important that people understood. But I guess I'm coming to terms with people not understanding.
Need something to change, to help me see the worth of living and plodding on.
Maybe need someone to love. (But that's a whole new can of worms.)