Aug 27, 2005 23:35
+ i'm trying to find my best friend from elementary school when i used to live in seattle.
i really want to talk to her and actually understand what she's saying without dictionary. hehe
we sent letters to each other for about 2 years then all of the sudden it stopped.
i miss her dearly..i still remember her so clearly.
i also miss seattle. the swing sets, the next door neighbors, the apartment, the apple trees, classmates, the weather and mr.stanton.
if i ever find alyssa, i'll visit her. OH MYSPACE PLEASE SHOW ME YOUR POWER!!!
edit OH I LOVE MYSPACE!! i found her!! OWUEHWUEWEuwqeWU!!!!
- + i heard some negative comments about me. sad? mad? not really.
i think it's right for them to judge me however they want because i know i don't show enough of me for them to understand what kind of person i really am.
but i guess i'll try more to talk to people. and make friends. hmm or maybe smile at them? but it's so hard..
because..
i don't want to get hurt again.