(no subject)
I'm actually starting to doubt that I have a purpose on this earth...It just seems like everyone around me would get along just fine without me...And I know quite a few are getting fed up with me...hardly any of them even read these posts anymore...I just can't find a purpose to be here...I'm not needed here...And I seriously wish I could go off to some remote corner of the world and just die...But I can't, so I won't...I just want to is all...My heart feels cold and gray...like it hasn't been used in a long long time...I feel like I'm filled with a dark, dank, mist that's flowing through my veins...My head feels numb...And I think I'm just going to go to sleep right now.....
-Chris
-Chris