Update....
So much has happened since updating last. We'll just make a little list to catch everyone up...
1. Joe turned into a psycho stalker type person that won't let me go. I got a dozen roses at work on Friday with a card that only had one word on it, "HOPE". Hmmm buddy, there is NO hope! Can you say restraining order? Went to the police station on Friday after work......going back Monday or Tuesday with my documented list of run ins with him.
2. I met a fantastic person that I think is extremely special. I'm so petrified of losing him (mostly because of the bullshit that Joe drilled into my head) that I keep screwing up by getting defensive. Thank goodness that he's patient! Really like his friends, his family and him.....things could be looking up! We even went to see Neil Diamond together....now that is a man :)
3. Still at Suburban Collision....lucky enough to be in a commercial (and do the entire voice over) for them that plays before and after each Brown's game. Dislike my job a bit because of the management style....but I'm hanging in there.
4. I moved into my apartment in North Olmsted, am extremely happy with being on my own again. Not that I dislike living with someone...I would just rather live with someone that likes to have me around because they love me....not because I cook for them and am a punching bag (figuratively) for them.
5. Am in my friend Jessica's wedding on Sept. 10. Beautiful dress, beautiful shoes, HUGE expense! So far on gifts, bachelorette party, wedding shower and misc. bridal party expenses, I have spent close to $700! Remind me to not be in any more wedding parties after this (except for Lindseys).
6. Am still under 135 pounds, thank goodness. I need to get back into the routine of going for walks and rollerblading, person mentioned in #2 is distracting me a bit (my fault) and I'm spending every free moment that I have hanging out with him or talking to him on the phone. Even nearing 2 months, I have not been bored with him once! (now that is amazing!)
I am extremely tired now and NEED to go to bed. I can't think of anything else important right now, but will be updating on a regular basis again. I miss having an outlet for my thoughts that people can comment on.
Until later,
Amil
1. Joe turned into a psycho stalker type person that won't let me go. I got a dozen roses at work on Friday with a card that only had one word on it, "HOPE". Hmmm buddy, there is NO hope! Can you say restraining order? Went to the police station on Friday after work......going back Monday or Tuesday with my documented list of run ins with him.
2. I met a fantastic person that I think is extremely special. I'm so petrified of losing him (mostly because of the bullshit that Joe drilled into my head) that I keep screwing up by getting defensive. Thank goodness that he's patient! Really like his friends, his family and him.....things could be looking up! We even went to see Neil Diamond together....now that is a man :)
3. Still at Suburban Collision....lucky enough to be in a commercial (and do the entire voice over) for them that plays before and after each Brown's game. Dislike my job a bit because of the management style....but I'm hanging in there.
4. I moved into my apartment in North Olmsted, am extremely happy with being on my own again. Not that I dislike living with someone...I would just rather live with someone that likes to have me around because they love me....not because I cook for them and am a punching bag (figuratively) for them.
5. Am in my friend Jessica's wedding on Sept. 10. Beautiful dress, beautiful shoes, HUGE expense! So far on gifts, bachelorette party, wedding shower and misc. bridal party expenses, I have spent close to $700! Remind me to not be in any more wedding parties after this (except for Lindseys).
6. Am still under 135 pounds, thank goodness. I need to get back into the routine of going for walks and rollerblading, person mentioned in #2 is distracting me a bit (my fault) and I'm spending every free moment that I have hanging out with him or talking to him on the phone. Even nearing 2 months, I have not been bored with him once! (now that is amazing!)
I am extremely tired now and NEED to go to bed. I can't think of anything else important right now, but will be updating on a regular basis again. I miss having an outlet for my thoughts that people can comment on.
Until later,
Amil