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Classes start tommorow. Worried + Anxious + Dread = Me.
I'm usually pretty excited around this time. Last year, I couldn't wait to be back at school. I didn't even enjoy this summer, but I just get this feeling that this school year is going to be even worse than last year, which was pretty awful. I'm going to IV Pepto Bismol nto my arm starting this evening. If anyone has any prescription anti-anxiety meds they wouldn't mind parting with I will love you for the rest of your life. Even writing this post and thinking about school makes me feel like puking.
I wish I had someone to go through this with. I guess what's different about this year is that I don't have anyone to hold my hand or to give me a huge hug and a "you'll be fine" as I walk to my first class. No one waiting for me as I come back from classes to tell them that everything was, in fact, "fine".
I feel like such a first grader. I suck.
Oh, Summer..... please don't go.
I'm usually pretty excited around this time. Last year, I couldn't wait to be back at school. I didn't even enjoy this summer, but I just get this feeling that this school year is going to be even worse than last year, which was pretty awful. I'm going to IV Pepto Bismol nto my arm starting this evening. If anyone has any prescription anti-anxiety meds they wouldn't mind parting with I will love you for the rest of your life. Even writing this post and thinking about school makes me feel like puking.
I wish I had someone to go through this with. I guess what's different about this year is that I don't have anyone to hold my hand or to give me a huge hug and a "you'll be fine" as I walk to my first class. No one waiting for me as I come back from classes to tell them that everything was, in fact, "fine".
I feel like such a first grader. I suck.
Oh, Summer..... please don't go.