Feeling the Heat
I have set up my laptop on my study table and is attempting to do work on a saturday afternoon. I feel sad for myself.
Okie.. I am lying, I totally deserve it. I was on sick leave yesterday... and now I need to play catch up cos I have a workshop on Monday.
I am giving that workshop...on fraud. The good news is i need not prepare the slides, the bad news is I did not present the slides, hence, I need to go through the thought process alot. My dear manager has been smsing me and calling me every so often to remind me to do my homework and asking me how is the presentation. So normally I probably would have wait till tomorrow then start doing, I am actually doing it now. Simply so that I do not need to feel guilty when I see him later. *guess what? An sms came in just I am typing this post... "how's the slides?" * I don't know should I be greatful or ??? But I am definitely feeling the heat. Guess my dear has finally realise I am a lazy person who needs lots of pushing haha.
Back from a break from preparing the presentation. Was so guilty after his sms that I went back and look at my slides... so now i have finish 1 round, I decided I deserve a break haha. Probably have to do 1 more round before meeting him (so that I wont feel so guilty when he ask). Yes i finally realise this is the bad thing about dating someone so close at work... sigh. Identity crisis! And worse start to drag the calls! Yes even though I am lazy and feel guilty about it (most of the time), I dislike people telling me what to do, or reminding me what I need to do... bleah. Okie I am lazy. I should stop trying to justify it anymore bleah.
I am missing good blogs to read.. anyone has any recommendation? Those fews that I read have either shut it off, infrequent updates or become too commercialised/politcal.. I want to read blogs that talk about everyday lifes! Yes yes, I am kpo... haha.
Okie even I am getting bored of my own blogging, how boring it must be?
Sigh, what is wrong with me? I am getting bored of quite abit of things... sigh, what is wrong with me?????
Hai... I think I need a change of environment... bleah.
Okie.. I am lying, I totally deserve it. I was on sick leave yesterday... and now I need to play catch up cos I have a workshop on Monday.
I am giving that workshop...on fraud. The good news is i need not prepare the slides, the bad news is I did not present the slides, hence, I need to go through the thought process alot. My dear manager has been smsing me and calling me every so often to remind me to do my homework and asking me how is the presentation. So normally I probably would have wait till tomorrow then start doing, I am actually doing it now. Simply so that I do not need to feel guilty when I see him later. *guess what? An sms came in just I am typing this post... "how's the slides?" * I don't know should I be greatful or ??? But I am definitely feeling the heat. Guess my dear has finally realise I am a lazy person who needs lots of pushing haha.
Back from a break from preparing the presentation. Was so guilty after his sms that I went back and look at my slides... so now i have finish 1 round, I decided I deserve a break haha. Probably have to do 1 more round before meeting him (so that I wont feel so guilty when he ask). Yes i finally realise this is the bad thing about dating someone so close at work... sigh. Identity crisis! And worse start to drag the calls! Yes even though I am lazy and feel guilty about it (most of the time), I dislike people telling me what to do, or reminding me what I need to do... bleah. Okie I am lazy. I should stop trying to justify it anymore bleah.
I am missing good blogs to read.. anyone has any recommendation? Those fews that I read have either shut it off, infrequent updates or become too commercialised/politcal.. I want to read blogs that talk about everyday lifes! Yes yes, I am kpo... haha.
Okie even I am getting bored of my own blogging, how boring it must be?
Sigh, what is wrong with me? I am getting bored of quite abit of things... sigh, what is wrong with me?????
Hai... I think I need a change of environment... bleah.