yiffers poem
I
by tiffany searle
I smile
I smilefor the light i hold with in myself
I cry
I cry for all the times i never goty to share
I laugh
I laugh for all thiose late night talkes inbedded deep with in my velvet skies
I sigh
I sigh for all the things i can not change with my self
I hope
I hopeto love myself reguardless of how many times i seem to still find that negitivity
I pray
I pray for strength and guidance through my Splendidly imperfect life
I sleep
I sleep for dreams of all night techno parties and week long bagel binges
I dream
I dream to escape the now familiar Everyday petty Bullshit
I lie
I lie for fear of knowing the turths myself
I scream
I scream at my frustration and confusions
I blink
I blink for finally realizing ive beenm so blind
I listen
I listen for that old familiar song of times come and gone
I watch
I watch as the days of summer slowly pass me bye
I dance
I dance like nobodies watching
I feel
I feel for the warmthof those hidden thoughts of sleeping blissfully within my ill stricken dreams
I wonder
I wonderjust how long untill i realize the truth with in my lies
I linger
I linger in hopes for times to finally be good again
I care
I care because i do
I worry
I worry because its hard not tooo
I loved
I lovedfor all the times they made me feel realize i was better than i thought
I hurt
I hurt for all the times they made me remember i wasn;t
I heal
I heal with out having any knowledge of it
I fight
I fight for all my pride and dignity they could never seee
I walk
I walk away leaving all these thingd i can not change behind ,keeping the one thing they can never take away
I am
I am STILL me .
(the theys in this poem stands for all the ppl who made me feel less than who i am
all the ppl who let me down like DAD and RYAN ect .)
by tiffany searle
I smile
I smilefor the light i hold with in myself
I cry
I cry for all the times i never goty to share
I laugh
I laugh for all thiose late night talkes inbedded deep with in my velvet skies
I sigh
I sigh for all the things i can not change with my self
I hope
I hopeto love myself reguardless of how many times i seem to still find that negitivity
I pray
I pray for strength and guidance through my Splendidly imperfect life
I sleep
I sleep for dreams of all night techno parties and week long bagel binges
I dream
I dream to escape the now familiar Everyday petty Bullshit
I lie
I lie for fear of knowing the turths myself
I scream
I scream at my frustration and confusions
I blink
I blink for finally realizing ive beenm so blind
I listen
I listen for that old familiar song of times come and gone
I watch
I watch as the days of summer slowly pass me bye
I dance
I dance like nobodies watching
I feel
I feel for the warmthof those hidden thoughts of sleeping blissfully within my ill stricken dreams
I wonder
I wonderjust how long untill i realize the truth with in my lies
I linger
I linger in hopes for times to finally be good again
I care
I care because i do
I worry
I worry because its hard not tooo
I loved
I lovedfor all the times they made me feel realize i was better than i thought
I hurt
I hurt for all the times they made me remember i wasn;t
I heal
I heal with out having any knowledge of it
I fight
I fight for all my pride and dignity they could never seee
I walk
I walk away leaving all these thingd i can not change behind ,keeping the one thing they can never take away
I am
I am STILL me .
(the theys in this poem stands for all the ppl who made me feel less than who i am
all the ppl who let me down like DAD and RYAN ect .)