I had never thought
Over this weekend I found out that I'm in danger of falling in love. Gah! Love. I decided that I can't do it right now, I just can't be in love with someone thousands of miles away and be tortured mercilessly by regret and memories. I didn't get to even enjoy the butterflies stage, I went straight from cluelessness to heartache. Dreams that I wake up from in the morning that make me think I'm seeing into the future, but leaving me sick to my stomach all day.
Who would have thought that I would fall for a guy that I have met once and doesn't call me for months. I keep swearing off of him, saying that I refuse to put in effort if he isn't even trying and then walking on air when he finally calls. I can't let myself turn into a mess over this.
Let's say it together now, Yael is a hopeless girl.
That's right.
Who would have thought that I would fall for a guy that I have met once and doesn't call me for months. I keep swearing off of him, saying that I refuse to put in effort if he isn't even trying and then walking on air when he finally calls. I can't let myself turn into a mess over this.
Let's say it together now, Yael is a hopeless girl.
That's right.