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OK then... so m' feelin a bit lonely tonight... so I think I'll update. Still in NYC and everything is going well enough over here. People are great, learning lots of great things... but I'm just a bit overdue in getting home. Too much of the same thing day in and day out I think. I need more randomity. I'm gonna have plenty of it when I get back though. Gotta find a job, fix school loan stuff, work out the living situation most likely. Not to mention 2d stuff which I have no idea where that's going to go...amongst other things.
So yeah I guess I should enjoy the monotony while it lasts.... eh who am I kidding, I'd rather be back solving those poblems right now. I miss my bed. Either one of em. No idea what I'm going to be sleeping in when I get back. Heh. I never thought myself capable of such change. And now it's just routine. Man. I feel so much better about myself since I've been down here it's nuts. I don't even know what hit me either. I'm not complaining. Self confidence is at an all time high. People don't scare me (as much) anymore. The only thing I regret is that this whole trip most likely nullified my relationship with Dee. I'm gonna miss the cuddles if we can't work it out.
and signs are pointing to no at the moment. (Doesn't mean I'm quite ready to give up however)
But. greatest good for the greatest number. Overall this trip was worth it hands down.
So much to write, and I'm already on borrowed time. I'll have to jot it all down some other time though. I do need to hit the sack. Watched The Weatherman tonight. It was....in a word...uneventfull. See it only if you like Nicolas Cage's facial expressions. that's about all you get through the whole movie.
Alright. Now I'm done
So yeah I guess I should enjoy the monotony while it lasts.... eh who am I kidding, I'd rather be back solving those poblems right now. I miss my bed. Either one of em. No idea what I'm going to be sleeping in when I get back. Heh. I never thought myself capable of such change. And now it's just routine. Man. I feel so much better about myself since I've been down here it's nuts. I don't even know what hit me either. I'm not complaining. Self confidence is at an all time high. People don't scare me (as much) anymore. The only thing I regret is that this whole trip most likely nullified my relationship with Dee. I'm gonna miss the cuddles if we can't work it out.
and signs are pointing to no at the moment. (Doesn't mean I'm quite ready to give up however)
But. greatest good for the greatest number. Overall this trip was worth it hands down.
So much to write, and I'm already on borrowed time. I'll have to jot it all down some other time though. I do need to hit the sack. Watched The Weatherman tonight. It was....in a word...uneventfull. See it only if you like Nicolas Cage's facial expressions. that's about all you get through the whole movie.
Alright. Now I'm done