You don't have to be guilty; you needn't apologise

[yewdeceivedme]

Face up to reality

;

You just logged off so easily
You think you make me feel great.
Sometimes i wonder if my presence exists,
And no- I'm not trying to pick up a fight or something
My words are only two-cents worth to you.

All of a sudden,
I can't express my-self

We're different
That makes us special

I don't think you understand
But i know Alicia does. Shiqi does. Beishan does.
That's something in common we have

You and i:
We don't

My entries changed majorly.
Never had those depressing ones for awhile
They flew back
And my fingers took control unknowingly.

Sorry while i come back with some tissue

Look inside me deeper

;

How apt when you say you love someone
And you actually don't.

And i can never be satisfied with those words
The usual ones.
Am not trying to blame anyone
The shadow of my reflection; i am.

You may think i'm being sucha bitch
Making a fuss out of nothing
Just one simple log-off

You will never understand me
Though i think you do,
But you don't
Because in actual fact-

You really don't