"it has ants on it"
i got another job. so now on top of working at the country club restruant i also work in the business office of my school where i will file many many things and hopefully learn all the students secrets that i have to file away. i start monday.
i climb monadnock once a week pretty much with jon. we need to get good so we can give mrjohnson a run for his money when mountain day comes around. a lofty goal i admit. the creeper climbed it 7 times the other day and jon and i have our best time set at like 45 from last summer. right now we're at 57 which is a little sad but workable since we only just started getting our mountain legs back. ahhh we were watching this guy today and he was climbing up the steepest parts of the path, like the cliff parts and still beat up. we names him stewart.
other than working and working out i call my boyfriend and write him letters in a notebook i plan to give to him when i see him next. its full of one sided conversations i wish he could be the other side to and love letters. eventually there will also be drawings and photos. its a work in progress. there are a little too many sentimental musings for my taste so i will have to write a disclaimer at the beginning tell him that im not a huge sap its just that this notebooks is musshyness in consentrate form since i cant dispence it periodically, only when i see him once every three? months or so. it makes me really sad that hes so far away. sometimes i wonder what the point is but i really hope he doesnt think the same thing. i need him to need me. on a side note, yesterday when he called he he opens with 'im shapping for handbags' long pause on my part then i burst out laughing. but it turns out he was buying his step mom a birthday present.
meredith came to my house the other day coming off a high from perkasets (sp?) and ended up spending the night. we had a hard time going to sleep because she was itchy which is a side effect of the perkasets and i ended up being itchy too because power of suggestion is a tricky thing. what a weirdo. she told me she was going to do E last night. i have to call her to see how that went.
i decided i really really hate competing in dance i want to quit so badly. i dont know how i can stop now though when i only have to place 4 more times to be a premier. but i hate it so fucking much. i hate stage fright i hate kilts i hate it sooooo much. and theres no way im going to be able to finnish this season since there are only two more comps i can be in because im traveling all august and theres no fucking way im placeing in one of them because its huge as fuck. grrrrr and stuff.
did you guys tye dyes come out well? mine were a little lame but not too bad. and im excited for tonight if it works out.
i climb monadnock once a week pretty much with jon. we need to get good so we can give mrjohnson a run for his money when mountain day comes around. a lofty goal i admit. the creeper climbed it 7 times the other day and jon and i have our best time set at like 45 from last summer. right now we're at 57 which is a little sad but workable since we only just started getting our mountain legs back. ahhh we were watching this guy today and he was climbing up the steepest parts of the path, like the cliff parts and still beat up. we names him stewart.
other than working and working out i call my boyfriend and write him letters in a notebook i plan to give to him when i see him next. its full of one sided conversations i wish he could be the other side to and love letters. eventually there will also be drawings and photos. its a work in progress. there are a little too many sentimental musings for my taste so i will have to write a disclaimer at the beginning tell him that im not a huge sap its just that this notebooks is musshyness in consentrate form since i cant dispence it periodically, only when i see him once every three? months or so. it makes me really sad that hes so far away. sometimes i wonder what the point is but i really hope he doesnt think the same thing. i need him to need me. on a side note, yesterday when he called he he opens with 'im shapping for handbags' long pause on my part then i burst out laughing. but it turns out he was buying his step mom a birthday present.
meredith came to my house the other day coming off a high from perkasets (sp?) and ended up spending the night. we had a hard time going to sleep because she was itchy which is a side effect of the perkasets and i ended up being itchy too because power of suggestion is a tricky thing. what a weirdo. she told me she was going to do E last night. i have to call her to see how that went.
i decided i really really hate competing in dance i want to quit so badly. i dont know how i can stop now though when i only have to place 4 more times to be a premier. but i hate it so fucking much. i hate stage fright i hate kilts i hate it sooooo much. and theres no way im going to be able to finnish this season since there are only two more comps i can be in because im traveling all august and theres no fucking way im placeing in one of them because its huge as fuck. grrrrr and stuff.
did you guys tye dyes come out well? mine were a little lame but not too bad. and im excited for tonight if it works out.