Oct 20, 2005 22:07
So this week has sucked... I found my phone, thanks to the amazing Magaret. Then my head has been all out of wack. Not been getting my homework done at home, having fights with my parents every single day. I lost my phone again today because I am so frazzled and then on top of all that I am starting to get in my sad mood again. I know I should say depressed but I dont like that word. I try to be happy but I can't. I am getting completely stir-crazy... I so need to get out of this place. I am missing New York horribly and I probably wont get to go back until Thanksgiving. Grrr... Then I found out I might not have anyone to go Trick or Treating with and I love doing that cause it always puts me in a good mood. I am just so ahh!!! I am so stressed between school, health, and balancing my free time. Oh yes, and then I felt horrible because I couldnt go to this concert with Margaret. I just feel like a horrible person lately. Well I am off... I will shut up now... not that many of you made it to reading this far. Sorry for my rambleing but I needed to vent... LOVE, ASHLEE