Jan 06, 2006 17:22
i only knew him as 'the colonel' or todd's grandfather. i wish that i felt like i could pay my respects or help to comfort the family, but i don't think that i'm wanted there. if it matters any: i am sorry for your loss, i know, maybe better than most, what he meant to you. i may not be welcome in your life anymore, but i still care.
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but looking back i think certain people expected too much from me...i suppose (as you wrote: "i am sorry for your loss, i know, maybe better than most, what he meant to you") that perhaps some people understand more than others and i can't help but feel guilt either way for my actions...as is usual. i sincerely wish i would have read this entry when it was originally posted, after a stretch of you not posting here and the stress involved with the situation my mind was elsewhere...all i can say is:
from myself, my mother, father, kim, chris and kevin...
thank you for your kind words and support...
i can't thank you enough...
take care friend...
todd matthew.
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