Dec 24, 2004 00:01
the internet makes you stupid. most people take a gamble as to whether or not they'll still be cognitive everytime they log on.
christmas makes me wanna shit on my own face. i've always hated christmas. even the food never totally saved this shitball at the end of the year.......yes that's right i eat to hide my pain.
i just read several things tha made me glad i am who i am and i do, or don't do, what i do. i don't wanna have a highschool life at thirtyfive. i wanna worry about other things, like whether or not the kids have school today, and how are we ever gonna afford college for the litle batards. i read some things that made me really sad, people thinking they're enlightened and such, stop living vicariously through the rest of the world. realie that you're boken just like the rest of us. you're problems still matter, but you have to admit that they exist first. you stupid fucking cunts.
'i want to put a gun to the head of every panda that won't screw to save it's own species' used to be true, but i don't feel lke having any rage anymore. i'll take care of mine-let you worry about yours and we ca go play in the sandbox when all of our chores are done.
i wanna be a millionaire--but oly because i'm not. i'm getting delusional from continuos lack of sleep, but its the last cheap high. its the only one that doesn't leave me in a puddle of my own vomit despising my existence. or maybe thats just the delusion talking.
i'm cancelling christmas this year. i hope everyone saved their receipts.
good night.