Take my hand and take my whole life too

[yetregressing]

THIS IS A MEME.

THESE ARE THE RULES OF THE MEME:

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TRIIIIIIN

[angel_of_prey]

...how are you?

EGOOOOOON.

[omnomnomface]

...

...

*hugs so hard* I missed you so so so much. Oh my god. You're here. You're here. Where have you been?

[angel_of_prey]

*hugs back, awkwardly* Sorry. I had a... thing. I didn't mean to just leave you like that, things just kind of... happened. *lame excuse is laaaame.*

Are you okay?

[omnomnomface]

So there-s-- there's no--

You didn't leave me for some skinny bitchy angel chick who you didn't wanna kill all the time?

I'm.

I miss you.

[angel_of_prey]

Oh. No no no no. *hugs moar* No shacking up with skinny bitchy angel chicks. Or any other chicks. ...or guys.

I miss you too. *he didn't think he would but he does*

*oh god i'm ruining the "fun" rule aren't i*

[omnomnomface]

Oh my god. You didn't--

Fuck, Egon. Are you okay?

*clings to so hard*

*it's no problem! I'm having fun. ...I'm twisted*

[angel_of_prey]

Yeah, I'm okay. Just... you know. *running away from things, as usual, being a coward*

I really did mean to say something before I left. I...

...

I really suck at this.

*we are both twisted, then. let the fun continue!*

[omnomnomface]

I'm. I.

It's okay. You didn't hit me with a two by four, right? Things are getting better. *laughter is hard to get out when you're crying. It tends to sound like sobs*

I don't even know, Egon. I don't even know.

[angel_of_prey]

*shiiiit he hates being reminded of that*

Just because I didn't physically hurt you like those... those...

...I still didn't... I wasn't... I wanted to treat you right. I screwed up. If anyone's doing any hitting, it should be you, for me being so stupid.

*trying to sound more upbeat* And if I ever do try to hurt you, I fully expect you to kick my ass right back.

[omnomnomface]

You didn't try to kill me. That is an improvement either way, and I wouldn't kick your ass for it. I've broken up with guys before. Well. Curtis. But I know how hard it is.

It's okay to be scared.

*grin, through some tears* Darlin' didn't it ever occur to you that maybe I like getting hurt? Within certain circumstances, of course. ;)

[angel_of_prey]

...

*he so does not know how to respond to that*

Breaking up... it's weird to hear it like that that. You know I've never really done the whole long-term relationship thing, before you. And... I don't really want to say goodbye. Not for good.

[omnomnomface]

*she knows he doesn't--the same old grin is coming back to her*

I know. Me either. But how am I supposed to wait for you, if I don't know when you're coming back? It hurts to wait, puppy face. I want you and I love you and I'll probably always love you, you know? But.

I've already cheated. I didn't--I'm so sorry, but. I'm. It wasn't supposed to happen but I just missed you so much and everything hurt so much and I was confused and I'm still confused. I don't know how to make it work without you there to help me. *and we're back to tears*

[angel_of_prey]

Hey, stop that. You have nothing to be sorry about. I'm the jerk who ran out on you. And I'd be a hypocrite if I got mad at you for that. *it is weird, being on the other side of this scenario*

If you... the other guy...

...I want you to be happy.

Is he okay, this guy? He's not an asshole or anything?

[omnomnomface]

I want to be happy with you.

We're not exactly together. He. I mean. It didn't ever last--I didn't want it to. We just. I mean. He's not an asshole exactly, but he's not you.

[angel_of_prey]

I don't know if I'll be coming back anytime soon. Don't put your life on hold for me. You just do what you need to do. Just... stay safe. Stay smart.

And if I can, I'll find you.

[omnomnomface]

I never was very smart, but I'll do what I can for you. <3

Okay. I'll keep an eye out for you.

I love you, Egon.