Sep 24, 2006 22:41
Man, oh man, oh man, I just wish someone would come knocking on my door and give me a job! It would make my life a whole heck of a lot easier let me tell ya. This actually searching for a job is gonna be the death of me, I'm sure! *sigh*
Ah well. I wish I felt much more motivated with the whole thing. I don't know exactly what I want to do. My fear is that I will end up in a job that I really don't like, or feel comfortable in. I'd rather just do volunteer work for the rest of my life! Volunteer work, however, has one drawback in that it pays lousy...:)
Tomorrow, I plan on getting a little more focused again, going around to a few places, calling a few people, getting a few applications out, etc. That's the goal! That's the big plan! I think I will breath ALOT easier once I actually have a postion lined up. It's very stressful not knowing what the future holds when it comes to my source of income, and not even knowing what I really want to do to get that income. I have alot of ideas, but I don't have anything that I feel passionate about...anything that I REALLY want to do. I wish I did. I think even THAT would make life a whole lot easier, and narrow down where to look for jobs.
Ah well. We shall see what tomorrow brings.