strange dreams
I've been having really vivid and somewhat stressful dreams.
noel kills jake
This was not the first dream, it was one of many in a week where every dream was very vivid and memorable after I woke. Unfortunately I did not write any down before right now.
This dream was special because of the unusually high emotional response I had to it as well as the content - there was an entire storyline with a discernible beginning, middle, and end.
I'm eating dinner in a restaurant with my friend N. It's softly lit, like a nice Italian place. I get up from the table for something, but when I come back I find N over the body of someone. It's a mutual friend, Jake, and he's dead. Kneeling down, I first pick up the gun from the floor and unload it. The gun feels like plastic, like toy in my hands. Then I look at N and we're both crying and holding on to each other. I sob and ask him what has he done, and why? And say we should call P, J's roommate.While crying with Noel I lament about everything he's ruined by killing someone - his career in the Marines, and his future, and how he's going to jail. I beg him to tell me why he did it and he says he has reasons, but I won't like them. I plead some more and he tells me. He says J wanted a relationship with him, and that he did to, but they couldn't, not with their military careers. I accept this as perfectly sound, and then realize police are coming. We need an alibi. We come up with something, and then sit with all the other restaurant patrons as Kingsley Shacklebolt (yes, from Harry Potter) comes and questions everyone. Then he turns to us and tells N he knows it was him and takes him away after N and I embrace and cry some more.
paralyzed
two ships and alina
ceramic books
water, buffyverse
buffyverse repeat
noel kills jake
This was not the first dream, it was one of many in a week where every dream was very vivid and memorable after I woke. Unfortunately I did not write any down before right now.
This dream was special because of the unusually high emotional response I had to it as well as the content - there was an entire storyline with a discernible beginning, middle, and end.
I'm eating dinner in a restaurant with my friend N. It's softly lit, like a nice Italian place. I get up from the table for something, but when I come back I find N over the body of someone. It's a mutual friend, Jake, and he's dead. Kneeling down, I first pick up the gun from the floor and unload it. The gun feels like plastic, like toy in my hands. Then I look at N and we're both crying and holding on to each other. I sob and ask him what has he done, and why? And say we should call P, J's roommate.While crying with Noel I lament about everything he's ruined by killing someone - his career in the Marines, and his future, and how he's going to jail. I beg him to tell me why he did it and he says he has reasons, but I won't like them. I plead some more and he tells me. He says J wanted a relationship with him, and that he did to, but they couldn't, not with their military careers. I accept this as perfectly sound, and then realize police are coming. We need an alibi. We come up with something, and then sit with all the other restaurant patrons as Kingsley Shacklebolt (yes, from Harry Potter) comes and questions everyone. Then he turns to us and tells N he knows it was him and takes him away after N and I embrace and cry some more.
paralyzed
two ships and alina
ceramic books
water, buffyverse
buffyverse repeat